
Was about to blog about my holyweek vacation but i can't upload some pictures to go along with it. Smart Bro has been giving me a hard time uploading but download times are bearable. Maybe it's time to pay my monthly bill or shift to Globe DSL plan.
Right now me and my friends are already planning another "budget" on the road trip, I was thinking Mt. Pinatubo crater, I'd always want to go there and see for myself the crystal clear blue lake spewing hot steam. Hopefully it wont erupt while we're there though LOL.
My Taiwanese and Malaysian based multiply friend Wawa has just deleted her networking sites (both facebook and multiply) before that she left a PM for me, Tina, Lot and Josh saying she needs time and probably would hit the road soon to get her well deserve freedom.
I was late to reply, pleading her to at least leave her multiply site running, Tina said she'd already deleted her multiply site.
She's still very much alive I know, but the connections we had to her are all gone now. I wonder if i'll ever bump into her in real life. In fact i've been saving some money so i can fly back to Malaysia and rendezvous with her. I wish she'd known that.
Right now I'm feeling something I don't want to have, you know that feeling of walking through the motions and not wanting something or someone. Right now I feel like i'm on the verge of liking someone hehe.
And it's mostly not good when you know that feeling is unsolicited and unrequited. Anyway I've been into the doldrums lately, again as I would say. Complicated matters, trivial pursuit of imaginary goal, lessening madness only to have it come charging back again.
I'm back to square one, reality has that effect on you. One moment you're there sitting on the sand by the beach worrying about nothing else the next moment you're standing in a cramped up LRT coach and seeing all these blurry images and wondering if you're seeing your life passing you by.
Maybe Wawa (her name is Wawa Cheng) is right, we all need freedom, Jack Kerouac wrote about it, hitting the road and all. Chris McCandles lived and died doing that, yes it was tragic but he died happy and for me that's the most important thing.
I wonder when would my time to just pack my few precious stuffs and hit the road as well would come?
That would be the ultimate freedome hey? Away from all of these madness, not worrying if the girl you like, like you as well...or not, you won't even give a damn.
But before that, I'll take a shower now and try to beat the rush hour so i won't be late at work.