Blog EntryBeach HangoverMar 24, '08 6:17 PM
for everyone
Was about to blog about my holyweek vacation but i can't upload some pictures to go along with it. Smart Bro has been giving me a hard time uploading but download times are bearable. Maybe it's time to pay my monthly bill or shift to Globe DSL plan.

Right now me and my friends are already planning another "budget" on the road trip, I was thinking Mt. Pinatubo crater, I'd always want to go there and see for myself the crystal clear blue lake spewing hot steam. Hopefully it wont erupt while we're there though LOL.

My Taiwanese and Malaysian based multiply friend Wawa has just deleted her networking sites (both facebook and multiply) before that she left a PM for me, Tina, Lot and Josh saying she needs time and probably would hit the road soon to get her well deserve freedom.

I was late to reply, pleading her to at least leave her multiply site running, Tina said she'd already deleted her multiply site.

She's still very much alive I know, but the connections we had to her are all gone now. I wonder if i'll ever bump into her in real life. In fact i've been saving some money so i can fly back to Malaysia and rendezvous with her. I wish she'd known that.

Right now I'm feeling something I don't want to have, you know that feeling of walking through the motions and not wanting something or someone. Right now I feel like i'm on the verge of liking someone hehe.

And it's mostly not good when you know that feeling is unsolicited and unrequited. Anyway I've been into the doldrums lately, again as I would say. Complicated matters, trivial pursuit of imaginary goal, lessening madness only to have it come charging back again.

I'm back to square one, reality has that effect on you. One moment you're there sitting on the sand by the beach worrying about nothing else the next moment you're standing in a cramped up LRT coach and seeing all these blurry images and wondering if you're seeing your life passing you by.

Maybe Wawa (her name is Wawa Cheng) is right, we all need freedom, Jack Kerouac wrote about it, hitting the road and all. Chris McCandles lived and died doing that, yes it was tragic but he died happy and for me that's the most important thing.

I wonder when would my time to just pack my few precious stuffs and hit the road as well would come?

That would be the ultimate freedome hey? Away from all of these madness, not worrying if the girl you like, like you as well...or not, you won't even give a damn.

But before that, I'll take a shower now and try to beat the rush hour so i won't be late at work.





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bisayasijosh wrote on Mar 24
My Taiwanese and Malaysian based multiply friend Wawa has just deleted her networking sites (both facebook and multiply) before that she left a PM for me, Tina, Lot and Josh saying she needs time and probably would hit the road soon to get her well deserve freedom.
We'll be here if & when she decides to come back and she was considerate enough to give us the ability to contact her anytime.

We all need a breather right now and i guess she was courageous to take the first leap.
francescabahug wrote on Mar 24
Right now I'm feeling something I don't want to have, you know that feeling of walking through the motions and not wanting something or someone. Right now I feel like i'm on the verge of liking someone hehe.

And it's mostly not good when you know that feeling is unsolicited and unrequited.
As we Cebuanos would say, "Paet!" Bitter. But sweet, too. I think unrequited love is noble--because it doesn't hinge on the other person liking you back. Because it can exist in itself. As a friend said, "Thinking the best about another person is great. Whether or not they think about you is irrelevant."

Yeah, well, until it starts to fester like a sore.:)

If I were able to not give a damn, I wonder if I would make the choice to not give a damn. Maybe not. I want to read this book here: http://www.amazon.com/Against-Happiness-Melancholy-Eric-Wilson/dp/0374240663

Hang in there, Marky. Yep, life is passing you by. But it's passing all of us by, really. At least you're not alone.
kcajcauorek wrote on Mar 24
I were able to not give a damn, I wonder if I would make the choice to not give a damn. Maybe not. I want to read this book here: http://www.amazon.com/Against-Happiness-Melancholy-Eric-Wilson/dp/0374240663
"Against Happiness" wow, what an apt title for me...i want to read that book as well...maybe that explains why i feel good when i'm depressed...and no, i wont take anti-dep pills coz that will only stop the good feelings hehe...

i know you can relate Frances, always a source of great wisdoms too :)
kcajcauorek wrote on Mar 24
We all need a breather right now and i guess she was courageous to take the first leap.
think we should follow her Josh? hehe...she still haven't told us who won in our tree hugging pic contest hehe
tinaloops wrote on Mar 24
Mt. Pinatubo? Naks. I flew over there via sea plane. Malapit lang sa akin toh. Baka most likely sumama ako. Hit me up. Gusto ko ng bagong circle of friends. I'm so sick of my loneliness.
AMP.
kcajcauorek wrote on Mar 24
Hit me up. Gusto ko ng bagong circle of friends. I'm so sick of my loneliness.
AMP.
oo ba..naisip ko nga malapit ren yon sayo..kaya next time na invite kita for a trip dont treat it as a joke ha hahaha
bisayasijosh wrote on Mar 24
think we should follow her Josh? hehe...she still haven't told us who won in our tree hugging pic contest hehe
yeah.. she hasn't yet, has she? hehehe.... that Mt. Pinatubo trip of your is sounding pretty damn tempting/refreshing right about now.
bonbgarcia wrote on Mar 24
Marky, kelangan mo girlfriend(s) dude... hehe
ibyangbabe wrote on Mar 24, edited on Mar 24
i sometimes dream of just walking away from "my life" and just hit the road...the need to be free.
plorwaks wrote on Mar 24
Pinatubo trek medyo costly, kasama ung off road 4x4's na maghahatid sa inyo sa may Sta. Juliana sa Tarlac yata yun...
gusto ko rin yun kaya lang wala pang budget eh...
hanggang Taal trek lang kaya ko... minsan kasi libre hehehe
kcajcauorek wrote on Mar 24
yeah.. she hasn't yet, has she? hehehe.... that Mt. Pinatubo trip of your is sounding pretty damn tempting/refreshing right about now.
okay you won...kelan ba balik mo Manila? ehehe sama ka...
kcajcauorek wrote on Mar 24
Pinatubo trek medyo costly, kasama ung off road 4x4's na maghahatid sa inyo sa
nabasa ko nasa 1,000 pesos...kng anim naman kayo so tag less than 200 each lng yon and balikan na ren ata...plus 500-600 for a guide...kaya dapat marami kayo mga 6-8 people pra mapamura bawat isa
kcajcauorek wrote on Mar 24, edited on Mar 24
i sometimes dream of just walking away from "my life" and just hit the road...the need to be free.
me too hehe...but there's always the thought of your family worrying that's pulling you back...
tintinlaurel wrote on Mar 24
sama ako sa mt.pinatubo! lolz

plorwaks wrote on Mar 24
nabasa ko nasa 1,000 pesos...kng anim naman kayo so tag less than 200 each lng yon and balikan na ren ata...plus 500-600 for a guide...kaya dapat marami kayo mga 6-8 people pra mapamura bawat isa
uy totoo 1K na lang...
sana makaipon ako at gusto kong sumama...
farouche wrote on Mar 25
i think ur beginning to fall in love with her... :) she's taiwanese?
kcajcauorek wrote on Mar 25
i think ur beginning to fall in love with her... :) she's taiwanese?
haha labo mo grace...di sya tukoy ko hehe
metalboy wrote on Mar 25
I'm back to square one, reality has that effect on you. One moment you're there sitting on the sand by the beach worrying about nothing else the next moment you're standing in a cramped up LRT coach and seeing all these blurry images and wondering if you're seeing your life passing you by.
This always happens to me after an unforgettable vacation/experience. Disoriented and lonely ako pagbalik sa civilization to the point na gusto kong bumalik dun sa pinanggalingan ko. What's that saying again? The problem with being up there is that everything goes downhill from there? Or something like that.
chicoi wrote on Mar 25
As we Cebuanos would say, "Paet!" Bitter. But sweet, too. I think unrequited love is noble--because it doesn't hinge on the other person liking you back. Because it can exist in itself. As a friend said, "Thinking the best about another person is great. Whether or not they think about you is irrelevant."

Yeah, well, until it starts to fester like a sore.:)

If I were able to not give a damn, I wonder if I would make the choice to not give a damn. Maybe not. I want to read this book here: http://www.amazon.com/Against-Happiness-Melancholy-Eric-Wilson/dp/0374240663

Hang in there, Marky. Yep, life is passing you by. But it's passing all of us by, really. At least you're not alone.
have to agree that unrequited love is noble...but it shouldn't eat you up, as you should first love & take care of yourself first, just keep on doing all that you can, as long as you also do what's right, you'll see soon, things will fall into place for you too in time, let life surprise you too! =) ... hope your adventure getaways would be enough as the time & break you need to keep sane in this crazy world =) ... can't wait for the next trip... kahit nga Taal trip lang okay nga din dun di ba? :) hehe
chicoi wrote on Mar 25
Was about to blog about my holyweek vacation but i can't upload some pictures to go along with it. Smart Bro has been giving me a hard time uploading but download times are bearable. Maybe it's time to pay my monthly bill or shift to Globe DSL plan.

Right now me and my friends are already planning another "budget" on the road trip, I was thinking Mt. Pinatubo crater, I'd always want to go there and see for myself the crystal clear blue lake spewing hot steam. Hopefully it wont erupt while we're there though LOL.

My Taiwanese and Malaysian based multiply friend Wawa has just deleted her networking sites (both facebook and multiply) before that she left a PM for me, Tina, Lot and Josh saying she needs time and probably would hit the road soon to get her well deserve freedom.

I was late to reply, pleading her to at least leave her multiply site running, Tina said she'd already deleted her multiply site.

She's still very much alive I know, but the connections we had to her are all gone now. I wonder if i'll ever bump into her in real life. In fact i've been saving some money so i can fly back to Malaysia and rendezvous with her. I wish she'd known that.

Right now I'm feeling something I don't want to have, you know that feeling of walking through the motions and not wanting something or someone. Right now I feel like i'm on the verge of liking someone hehe.

And it's mostly not good when you know that feeling is unsolicited and unrequited. Anyway I've been into the doldrums lately, again as I would say. Complicated matters, trivial pursuit of imaginary goal, lessening madness only to have it come charging back again.

I'm back to square one, reality has that effect on you. One moment you're there sitting on the sand by the beach worrying about nothing else the next moment you're standing in a cramped up LRT coach and seeing all these blurry images and wondering if you're seeing your life passing you by.

Maybe Wawa (her name is Wawa Cheng) is right, we all need freedom, Jack Kerouac wrote about it, hitting the road and all. Chris McCandles lived and died doing that, yes it was tragic but he died happy and for me that's the most important thing.

I wonder when would my time to just pack my few precious stuffs and hit the road as well would come?

That would be the ultimate freedome hey? Away from all of these madness, not worrying if the girl you like, like you as well...or not, you won't even give a damn.

But before that, I'll take a shower now and try to beat the rush hour so i won't be late at work.




hehe... exactly how i felt yesterday marky!! was so missing the beach and our 'routine'.. hahah it's slowly fading away now...just the feeling, the memories won't tho :) really glad we got to go with you guys, thanks again!
bisayasijosh wrote on Mar 25
okay you won...kelan ba balik mo Manila? ehehe sama ka...
i have no farking idea.. i wanna go but hafta settle accounts/lawsuits here down south. yes, pityful life, i know!
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